hurt. i dun noe wad to sayy. feels like no one understand me. even my mum. when she said all those.. i guess she nv tot how i would feel. its not like I can help it. why cant she understand? jus coop myself in my room and i cried. its been ages since i cried. felt so lonely. no one understands how i feel. no use explaining also. even my mum dun understand le. i am so tired. tired of everything. why cant someone jus spare a thought for how i feel.

dad, i miss u. miss u terribly.